March 2, 2014

am not gonna lie

it's february, 2nd 2014. before today's over lemme tell you something, lemme write what i want to say to you but i think. i couldnt.  you know, it's been a year since we met. since you came to the station and i came by the train. since i thought you were the one, since you make me feel like 'yes you're the one'. since everything started on twitter, since a friend introduce you to me on twitter, when mention turned into message and blackberry messenger. and we decided to meet. again. since you really really make me feel 'you're the one' but then i realized you were not. you're really a good guy, you're funny, i think we have some sense of humor, but idk if you think the same so. but you're not mature enough to think abt your future. you should think about yours. i just through some good days back then, when i was waitin on your message everyday. am not gonna lie. you made me smile. am not gonna lie. i was fallin in love. am not gonna lie. how happy i was when we met. when we met for the 1st time. am not gonna lie, i told my homies my friends. am not gonna lie. i was heartbroken when i felt there's a gap between us. i dont know what happened. was still believe you're the one back then. i was wrong.  they thought you're jerk, and yes you're. but in other way, you're still a good guy to me. 

Happy Birthday, you're turning 21 now.
i think we're still friends. since this dawn i decided to tweet you and you replied. 
God bless you, young man! 

xx